Is this it?

As my feet, hands, shoulder back and hips continue to hurt I have to ask is this really the best it can be?? I'm on so many meds I rattle, but I continue to hurt, continue to lose function.  I worry how I will get by when it gets worse.  How I will take care of myself?  I don't know.   Today is a down day.  I sure hope tomorrow is better

Screwed again

Well at 20 min to 5 on what was to be my last day at this job/ position the boss comes in and tells me I have to stay in my current position for two more weeks. Don't know if I can handle it. Of course the stress has my back in knots. Sick of being penalized by my boss' lack of balls

New start

Well, today is a new year and Monday I start a new job in KC.  I think this will be a very good move for me. 

My RA is still not under control. I'm suppose to start Humira any day, just waiting for a final test result. I really hope it helps, the constant pain and gradual loss of function is really wearing on me.